Tuesday, May 3, 2011
should earlier
Long distance SUCKS.
U deserve so much more. I'm sorry.
People look at us thinking,
oh.. they are doing pretty okay.
But it's tough.
It's a scary battle we have to fight each day.
When one of us grow weak and is giving up,
the other will have to be strong and hang on.
My heart aches..
Envying simple things couples do.
Hang out, eat out, movie night, or hold hands tight.
U deserve so much more.
I'm sorry i'm limited.
Chained by dimension and space.
But against all odds,
We'll make it work somehow.. Right?
"Love is not a fight, but something worth fighting for"
Are u with me?
is it gonna makes any diffrent if i have told u this earlier?
waitng is painful
forgetting is painful too
but the most painful is i not knowing which to do.
Saturday, April 30, 2011
brain of the night
Those minutes when i'm alone , just me and my pillow . I think A LOT , i think about everything , anything . It varies from"what am i doing with my life"? " did i have homework? did i have finals? The room is so silent but my mind is so loud . It drives me crazy because the think i would never think about , i think about . Sometimes , i hate it because it bring up things i rather never think about again. The split second before sleep is the most active second of my life .
Sunday, April 17, 2011
bill gates' gold
This should be posted at every school and on everyone's refrigerator if they have kids - can also apply to many adults
Love him or hate him he sure hits the nail on the head with this!
Bill Gates gave a speech at a High School about 11 things they did not and will not learn in school.He talks about how feel-good, politically correct teachings created a generation of kids with no concept of reality and how this concept set them up for failure in the real world
Rule 1 Life is not fair - get used to it!
Rule 2 The world doesn't care about your self-esteem.The world will expect you to accomplish something BEFORE you feel good about yourself.<
Rule 3 You will NOT make $60,000 a year right out of high school. You won't be a vice-president with a car phone u ntil you earn both.
Rule 4 : If you think your teacher is tough, wait till you get a boss
Rule 5 Flipping burgers is not beneath your dignity. Your Grandparents had a different word for burger flipping: they called it opportunity.
rule 6 : If you mess up,it's not your parents' fault, so don't whine about your mistakes,learn from them.
Rule 7: Before you were born, your parents weren't as boring as they arenow. They got that way from paying your bills, cleaning your clothes and listening to you talk about how cool you thought you were. So before you save the rain forest from the parasites of your parent's generation, try delousing the closet in your own room.
Rule 8 : Your school may have done away with winners and losers, but life HAS NOT. In some schools, they have abolished failing grades and they'll give you as MANY TIMES as you want to get the right answer. This doesn't bear the slightest resemblance to ANYTHING in real life.
Rule 9 : Life is not divided into semesters. You don't get summers off and very few employers are interested in helping you FIND YOURSELF. Do that on your own time..
Rule 10: Television is NOT real life. In real life people actually have to leave the coffee shop and go to jobs.
Rule 11 : Be nice to nerds. Chances are you'll end up working for one.
if you don't agree stick your head in the sand and take a deep breath!
If you can read this - thank your teachers, not necessarily those at school!
Love him or hate him he sure hits the nail on the head with this!
Bill Gates gave a speech at a High School about 11 things they did not and will not learn in school.He talks about how feel-good, politically correct teachings created a generation of kids with no concept of reality and how this concept set them up for failure in the real world
Rule 1 Life is not fair - get used to it!
Rule 2 The world doesn't care about your self-esteem.The world will expect you to accomplish something BEFORE you feel good about yourself.<
Rule 3 You will NOT make $60,000 a year right out of high school. You won't be a vice-president with a car phone u ntil you earn both.
Rule 4 : If you think your teacher is tough, wait till you get a boss
Rule 5 Flipping burgers is not beneath your dignity. Your Grandparents had a different word for burger flipping: they called it opportunity.
rule 6 : If you mess up,it's not your parents' fault, so don't whine about your mistakes,learn from them.
Rule 7: Before you were born, your parents weren't as boring as they arenow. They got that way from paying your bills, cleaning your clothes and listening to you talk about how cool you thought you were. So before you save the rain forest from the parasites of your parent's generation, try delousing the closet in your own room.
Rule 8 : Your school may have done away with winners and losers, but life HAS NOT. In some schools, they have abolished failing grades and they'll give you as MANY TIMES as you want to get the right answer. This doesn't bear the slightest resemblance to ANYTHING in real life.
Rule 9 : Life is not divided into semesters. You don't get summers off and very few employers are interested in helping you FIND YOURSELF. Do that on your own time..
Rule 10: Television is NOT real life. In real life people actually have to leave the coffee shop and go to jobs.
Rule 11 : Be nice to nerds. Chances are you'll end up working for one.
if you don't agree stick your head in the sand and take a deep breath!
If you can read this - thank your teachers, not necessarily those at school!
experience
Im always thankful for people who stay even if I show them the real me, coz I cant be someone others pressume or expect me to be.. it's nice to know you remain while I can just be me.. Saying I love you doesn't only mean loving someone coz you like someone, but for friends, it's the way to show concern and how much you care, so let me send this message saying I'm here for you coz i love you. It's unfair to think so much of you when you're not missing me at all. To cry when you never shed a tear. To love you when you say words that hurt my heart... and to live when you breathe for someone else. I loved someone before, I took the risk in loving her even if I dont know what will happen... One day U decided to give up and i strongly believe God wont leave us empty. If something's been taken away, god replaces it with something better. He asks us to put something down so we can pick up something greater and waiting someday, someone will come into your life and love your life ......yoyo
Tuesday, April 5, 2011
Heaven's call
For all things, that come and ago.,
There are some things, that are hard to let go,
It hurts me bad, in my heart to owe,
For the person, that is about to go,
For you were, the one to see,
Among everyone, alone I see,
Admiring you, was a sight to see,
For it took me down, to the deep blue sea.
Meeting you, afraid I was,
For admiring, was the one to cause,
What a way, to spot a pause,
The chemistry, that affixed the clause.
Love prevailed, to the highest peak,
As matrimony, came in to speak,
On behalf of God, being witness to seek,
But it all went off, in a shriek.
The bell rung, in an awful tone,
For the church gazed, upon the throne,
You fell against, a single stone,
For fate came in, a life it stole.
As now I lay, my hands on you,
Asking if, you love me too,
You look at me, and say "Hey you",
You look at me, and say "Hey you",
"I'll see you soon, in heaven too".
*TADA*
Be honest i'm so free now , done all my test and left a final presentation , study week is still 2 weeks away from now . I'm just too free to do nothing but blogging....=)
When someone asks me what is the easiest thing to do on earth… I will say it is falling in love. It doesn’t require any time or effort. It just happens… When you are not looking for it!
This post is about random people falling in love at random times. Whenever I mention *TADA*, I want you to picture the person falling in love. There is an assumption that young people are too early to fall in love. This claim is made by a father of a son in Love Actually, the movie, when the son tells his father that he has fallen in love with a girl, and his father giggle. Yet, there are some couples who get married right after they graduate from high school.*TADA*
This is a story of how I was in love.It started from a facebook chat perhaps , while killing by bored i have found her to chat with me to killed times .After that we seem getting closer and endless topic to share.I felt something that can only be explained by chemistry. *TADA*.We met some problem before being together lots of factors, including long distance, get mad sometimes, our relationship will reached a fullstop i thought but it's just not that worst=)
When I was spending time with her, I had nothing to worry about. No fear for future or anything. All I could think about was how I want to be with her as long as I can. I still remember every minute I have spent with her eventhought just infront of the flat screen and all the words we have exchanged.*TADA*
After several conversation, and webcam almost everyday for 2 weeks, we became an official couple on 5th april.*TADA* When she nodded and said yes it is happiness. It brings joy to my life like nothing else. Open your heart, fall in love and make the most of this life. :-) .Ask yourself ,life isn't about finding yourself,life is about creating yourself and i want you to be part of myself !
pics of the day
the moment
Love , what is love ? According to dictionary defination of love is (noun) a profoundly tender, passionate affection for another person.To me falling in love is a magical experience that happens between two people.
When you think of your past love,you may view it as a failure.But when you find a new love,you view as a teacher and take it as a learning process.In the game of love,it doesnt really matter who won or who lost.what is important is you know WHEN TO HOLD ON AND WHEN TO LET GO! You know you really love someone when you want her to be happy,even if thier happiness means that you’re not part of it. Everything happens for the best. Not all people feel love in the same way. One person in a relationship can feel unloved, even when the other person is trying hard to make things work but then never try never know You’ll never love a person you love unless you risk for love.
5th april The morning dawned with a bright sun and cloudless sky, its still 5am plus .Lately i got a cush on a girl , I want to be in a relationship with someone. I want to fall in love again. I don’t think I’m the type of person to be single. I’m the type of person who finds contentment, love and security with someone in my life. If I look to the future I can see myself with that person. I can see Pauline as being that possibility.This morning I received a response from her throught skype. In the conversation I expressed my ideas re relationships about which Itold her before . She was understanding and supportive; as I would expect nothing less. She’s such a sweet caring person. I have shared my feelings with several people the best advice that I got from at least two people is to NOT OVERTHINK IT and to simply BE IN AND EXPERIENCE THE MOMENT! I have THOUGHT about and tried to anticipate what MIGHT happen in the future. So I have to slap my hand and tell myself to STOP IT! I must live moment to moment and experience it as it is and as it may come.
that's all for today.
When you think of your past love,you may view it as a failure.But when you find a new love,you view as a teacher and take it as a learning process.In the game of love,it doesnt really matter who won or who lost.what is important is you know WHEN TO HOLD ON AND WHEN TO LET GO! You know you really love someone when you want her to be happy,even if thier happiness means that you’re not part of it. Everything happens for the best. Not all people feel love in the same way. One person in a relationship can feel unloved, even when the other person is trying hard to make things work but then never try never know You’ll never love a person you love unless you risk for love.
5th april The morning dawned with a bright sun and cloudless sky, its still 5am plus .Lately i got a cush on a girl , I want to be in a relationship with someone. I want to fall in love again. I don’t think I’m the type of person to be single. I’m the type of person who finds contentment, love and security with someone in my life. If I look to the future I can see myself with that person. I can see Pauline as being that possibility.This morning I received a response from her throught skype. In the conversation I expressed my ideas re relationships about which Itold her before . She was understanding and supportive; as I would expect nothing less. She’s such a sweet caring person. I have shared my feelings with several people the best advice that I got from at least two people is to NOT OVERTHINK IT and to simply BE IN AND EXPERIENCE THE MOMENT! I have THOUGHT about and tried to anticipate what MIGHT happen in the future. So I have to slap my hand and tell myself to STOP IT! I must live moment to moment and experience it as it is and as it may come.
that's all for today.
Thursday, March 31, 2011
Hmmm
If you break up with someone, it is only because there is someone else waiting for you.
“It takes a couple seconds to say Hello, but forever to say Goodbye.”
“Relationships are like glass. Sometimes it’s better to leave them broken than try to hurt yourself putting it back together.”
~Unknown
And was it Oscar Wilde who said, "The heart was made to be broken." So true. Some people break hearts, some people’s heart get broken..
Here is one which you can use to try to patch up.
break up
I can’t talk to you anymore, it’s not that I am mad at you, it’s just that when I talk to you I realize how much I love you and when I realize how much I love you, I realize I can’t have you and that makes me love you even more.
And for the girl who would like to give it back as they come:
” For all those men who believe there’s no reason to buy the cow when you can get the milk for free…Currently 80% of women are against marriage, too, as they have wised up to the fact that for 7 ounces of sausage it’s not worth buying the whole pig. ”
Here is one painful quote:
“The pain of having a broken heart is not so much as to kill you, yet not so little as to let you live.”
Isn’t this true: We enter relationships as a somebody and leave them as a nobody.
If I stop thinking of you, will you be gone to me forever?
- But can you stop thinking of her??
“It takes a couple seconds to say Hello, but forever to say Goodbye.”
“Relationships are like glass. Sometimes it’s better to leave them broken than try to hurt yourself putting it back together.”
~Unknown
And was it Oscar Wilde who said, "The heart was made to be broken." So true. Some people break hearts, some people’s heart get broken..
Here is one which you can use to try to patch up.
break up
I can’t talk to you anymore, it’s not that I am mad at you, it’s just that when I talk to you I realize how much I love you and when I realize how much I love you, I realize I can’t have you and that makes me love you even more.
And for the girl who would like to give it back as they come:
” For all those men who believe there’s no reason to buy the cow when you can get the milk for free…Currently 80% of women are against marriage, too, as they have wised up to the fact that for 7 ounces of sausage it’s not worth buying the whole pig. ”
Here is one painful quote:
“The pain of having a broken heart is not so much as to kill you, yet not so little as to let you live.”
Isn’t this true: We enter relationships as a somebody and leave them as a nobody.
If I stop thinking of you, will you be gone to me forever?
- But can you stop thinking of her??
Thursday, August 12, 2010
frenship!!!
Some people don't catch on, they rather just pretend while things are going smooth, they smile and call you 'friend'...its funny that how you never know who cares until it hurts,
and when it's over, does it matter who blew off who first?What upsets me is not that you lied to me, but that from now on I can longer believe you......
and when it's over, does it matter who blew off who first?What upsets me is not that you lied to me, but that from now on I can longer believe you......
Friday, July 9, 2010
A long and silent year
14th intima stact club eventually going to the last stop....and something really worth to share with u guys are i explore myself, (not the kind of in naked ) but i push myself to the limit (in theory i guess). yesterday was sharing for all of us and every one riped off the disguise ,face to face talk bout all sort things. It's really a warm and kind of ardent to shoot out every little single things from the bottom of my heart to every one and i made it and i believe others as well. Congratz!!
Someone who i really got to say sorry to....chi heng...( you know la , i dont wan to say it here la)
跟你在一起也有一年liao，难免偶尔有一些肺腑之言。I sincerely hope you're happy with this 'dream girl' of yours, enjoy every moment together and cherish the sweet love. It's not easy to find a love like yours you know.I sincerely hope you'll get good grades in UK and enjoy the college life there evnthough u dont know which U u r going to yet.(but not the college chicks i guess. XD)
And I sincerely hope you'd just enjoy your life, knowing the fact that you're one of the most amazing guys in some people's life.
err, the only pic with 2 of us i can find in my pc
Frankly,sometimes i really rather to live in lies than expore my true feelings . Every 1 wearing the'colour spec' look at you when you fall , argh!!!! its so damn not good. No one would like to live under the microscope so pls treat others as you wish to be treated . i realize that how i cound not be accountable for....i left alot and alot of regrateful over the entire year....i dont want this kind of life anymore after all. finally i decided to stay at the 15th intima stact club to finished something that i havent done and for sure i want to prove myself again (especially to someone who never give up on me).People always say things happen for a reason ,some says i look fake or im so damn act (i pretend i didnt heard bout that...XD).COZ I'M NOT!!!
Maybe part of you i didnt get into your life but all of u really become turning point of my life , i learn alot from all of you .thx
Dad keeps remind me how important responsibilty is since i was small,till now i still coundn't really fullfill the blanks of it. i wanna change and i need all of u to changed me....
All the other 22 commitees are in my thanks list so i pissed you off previously hope you (Big People Big Shining) if i really worst like a prisoner forgive the prisoner free and discover that the prisoner was you. And i won't forget sincerely and truthfully say Sorry here and im willing to change to change better....
Headed to time square this afternoon ,had a great shopping with stact family and wallet is seriously bleeding now. Got to boom the installationg night , if not really sorry to my wallet .its gonna be our night our stage!!! Hope the bond wont be break that easily somehow i just hope i can back to the past...
We take everything we have for granted, we'd never realize the significance of things till they're taken away from us. It's human nature, or at least my nature. Life has a way of showing you everything that matters one by one, bit by bit. The moment you think you know it all, that's the moment you're off the right path. Maturity isn't something you gain after teenage years, it's a recollection of all your wrongdoings and experiences over the years, it's your ability to face 'what's next', it's about how you maintain a balance in your wealth, health and relationship with people. In fact, I can safely say that I still have a long way to go, endless list of things to explore in life.
lastly i wish for the coming term
- learn to appreciate stuff
- be a better person- be healthier
- everyone around me to be healthier
-laught as much as you breath and love as long as you live
- attend the installation night with full of joy and insane 1..
let pics to end the talk
off to bed night...
good night all!!
Someone who i really got to say sorry to....chi heng...( you know la , i dont wan to say it here la)
跟你在一起也有一年liao，难免偶尔有一些肺腑之言。I sincerely hope you're happy with this 'dream girl' of yours, enjoy every moment together and cherish the sweet love. It's not easy to find a love like yours you know.I sincerely hope you'll get good grades in UK and enjoy the college life there evnthough u dont know which U u r going to yet.(but not the college chicks i guess. XD)
And I sincerely hope you'd just enjoy your life, knowing the fact that you're one of the most amazing guys in some people's life.
err, the only pic with 2 of us i can find in my pc
Frankly,sometimes i really rather to live in lies than expore my true feelings . Every 1 wearing the'colour spec' look at you when you fall , argh!!!! its so damn not good. No one would like to live under the microscope so pls treat others as you wish to be treated . i realize that how i cound not be accountable for....i left alot and alot of regrateful over the entire year....i dont want this kind of life anymore after all. finally i decided to stay at the 15th intima stact club to finished something that i havent done and for sure i want to prove myself again (especially to someone who never give up on me).People always say things happen for a reason ,some says i look fake or im so damn act (i pretend i didnt heard bout that...XD).COZ I'M NOT!!!
Maybe part of you i didnt get into your life but all of u really become turning point of my life , i learn alot from all of you .thx
Dad keeps remind me how important responsibilty is since i was small,till now i still coundn't really fullfill the blanks of it. i wanna change and i need all of u to changed me....
All the other 22 commitees are in my thanks list so i pissed you off previously hope you (Big People Big Shining) if i really worst like a prisoner forgive the prisoner free and discover that the prisoner was you. And i won't forget sincerely and truthfully say Sorry here and im willing to change to change better....
Headed to time square this afternoon ,had a great shopping with stact family and wallet is seriously bleeding now. Got to boom the installationg night , if not really sorry to my wallet .its gonna be our night our stage!!! Hope the bond wont be break that easily somehow i just hope i can back to the past...
We take everything we have for granted, we'd never realize the significance of things till they're taken away from us. It's human nature, or at least my nature. Life has a way of showing you everything that matters one by one, bit by bit. The moment you think you know it all, that's the moment you're off the right path. Maturity isn't something you gain after teenage years, it's a recollection of all your wrongdoings and experiences over the years, it's your ability to face 'what's next', it's about how you maintain a balance in your wealth, health and relationship with people. In fact, I can safely say that I still have a long way to go, endless list of things to explore in life.
lastly i wish for the coming term
- learn to appreciate stuff
- be a better person- be healthier
- everyone around me to be healthier
-laught as much as you breath and love as long as you live
- attend the installation night with full of joy and insane 1..
let pics to end the talk
off to bed night...
good night all!!
Monday, December 14, 2009
christmas
i don't want a lot for Christmas. There is just one thing I need, I don't care about the presents Underneath the Christmas tree I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true... I won't ask for much this Christmas
I won't even wish for snow
(and I) I'm just gonna keep on waiting
Underneath the mistletoe
I won't make a list and send it
To the North Pole for Saint Nick
I won't even stay awake to
Hear those magic reindeer click
'Cause I just want you here tonight
Holding on to me so tight
What more can I do
All I want for Christmas is
You... yea yea
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true... I won't ask for much this Christmas
I won't even wish for snow
(and I) I'm just gonna keep on waiting
Underneath the mistletoe
I won't make a list and send it
To the North Pole for Saint Nick
I won't even stay awake to
Hear those magic reindeer click
'Cause I just want you here tonight
Holding on to me so tight
What more can I do
All I want for Christmas is
You... yea yea
Saturday, September 26, 2009
final destination
since i am a big boy and u r a big girl now . i believe that we can solve our problems by ourselves.
u r the who knock me down and im the one got to make it stop.
this would be the end of story ..
end of us...
hope disappear blog disappear.
u r the one who make me to blog
and u r also the one make me stop.
原来落花有意随流水，流水无心恋落花。。。对不起，是我自作多情。
it's a final big . between us
blog closed!!!
u r the who knock me down and im the one got to make it stop.
this would be the end of story ..
end of us...
hope disappear blog disappear.
u r the one who make me to blog
and u r also the one make me stop.
原来落花有意随流水，流水无心恋落花。。。对不起，是我自作多情。
it's a final big . between us
blog closed!!!
Monday, September 21, 2009
home sweet home
it's amazed that she still remember me.
anyway i'm gonna wish happy belated birthday to d'siang , zying and vincy.
it's a study week but i still back form nilai .
guys guess how long we took from nilai to penang?
holy shit, we departed at 12.30 but arrived at 7.45.
the traffic jam was so so serious ,lots of accidents.
celebrated raya sounds happy but when one of your family members met with an accident
sigh...it's totally a nightmare..btw selamat hari raya i wish to all Malays.
there's will be always more comfort to sleep on own bed .
there's no others in my house except my akak.
a little lonely that's why i talk on phone with angleline until 3++.
she is just so funny and concern bout others.
hang out with yi sian to sunway, just to eat pizza!!!
After that went to zying bday party, with dudes ts. there's no me on all the photo=.=
after that drove honda shadow to tomyam . but there's sum rain drop few seconds after my food arrived...it's gonna rain(da bao and run) cause im the only one went by bike.
At that midnight a little memorable about us or should i say she and I.
nothing much to share about, just back from stranger's wedding dinner with wei kit (just represent my dad to attend). gossip about girls...
seriously that it's better be a batch or remaining the relation with your friends neither evolute further compare with in a relationship(for me).
whatever i found and ideal girl but she is not belongs to me.
Got to hunt for new one but it's not that easy cause there's all pretty girl when you see from the back view but in fact ......
i'm just simple like others i hope my ideal girl just got to a little more intelligent than others enough , everyone should be knowledgeable about the world around. she should be compassionate are bare kindness for everyone around her. she must not be hot-headed and also be milling to forgive mistakes. lastly , she must be able to express her her true feelings to me and not keep secrets between us so i will know that our love is true.
just for your information,i am officially single right now.
anyway i'm gonna wish happy belated birthday to d'siang , zying and vincy.
it's a study week but i still back form nilai .
guys guess how long we took from nilai to penang?
holy shit, we departed at 12.30 but arrived at 7.45.
the traffic jam was so so serious ,lots of accidents.
celebrated raya sounds happy but when one of your family members met with an accident
sigh...it's totally a nightmare..btw selamat hari raya i wish to all Malays.
there's will be always more comfort to sleep on own bed .
there's no others in my house except my akak.
a little lonely that's why i talk on phone with angleline until 3++.
she is just so funny and concern bout others.
hang out with yi sian to sunway, just to eat pizza!!!
After that went to zying bday party, with dudes ts. there's no me on all the photo=.=
after that drove honda shadow to tomyam . but there's sum rain drop few seconds after my food arrived...it's gonna rain(da bao and run) cause im the only one went by bike.
At that midnight a little memorable about us or should i say she and I.
nothing much to share about, just back from stranger's wedding dinner with wei kit (just represent my dad to attend). gossip about girls...
seriously that it's better be a batch or remaining the relation with your friends neither evolute further compare with in a relationship(for me).
whatever i found and ideal girl but she is not belongs to me.
Got to hunt for new one but it's not that easy cause there's all pretty girl when you see from the back view but in fact ......
i'm just simple like others i hope my ideal girl just got to a little more intelligent than others enough , everyone should be knowledgeable about the world around. she should be compassionate are bare kindness for everyone around her. she must not be hot-headed and also be milling to forgive mistakes. lastly , she must be able to express her her true feelings to me and not keep secrets between us so i will know that our love is true.
just for your information,i am officially single right now.
Thursday, August 6, 2009
please stay still
the muted light of yet another cloudy day eventually woke me . i lay on my arm across my eyes groggy and dazed once i think of 2ml's exam. the "lan jiao jei' just finished his exam yesterday, but this morning he went to Genting and will be back to us in few couple days. im trying my best to study now but something, a dream let me felt i couldn't pass the exam.
you fell ill? or what?
don't talk about something negative ok?there is beauty in everything, you just need to know where to look.
if that's real, i would say yes.
perhaps i'm not the main character in your life but i do like to be any of tiny character to assist you to see your smile just like how the others waiting for.you are strong that's the only reason why i'vent give up. you will be just like how you are, you can adapt you will survive.
there is 2 type or boy 1st is you go nasty anorther is you in detail, maybe i won't be the one you love today but i willl let you go for now and hoping one day you will be back to me cause i worth to be wait.
you fell ill? or what?
don't talk about something negative ok?there is beauty in everything, you just need to know where to look.
if that's real, i would say yes.
perhaps i'm not the main character in your life but i do like to be any of tiny character to assist you to see your smile just like how the others waiting for.you are strong that's the only reason why i'vent give up. you will be just like how you are, you can adapt you will survive.
there is 2 type or boy 1st is you go nasty anorther is you in detail, maybe i won't be the one you love today but i willl let you go for now and hoping one day you will be back to me cause i worth to be wait.
Sunday, August 2, 2009
this is collage life
Sorry for not updating my blog for months.
kinda busy with collage life. one of my friend said there is 3s in collage.
they are study,social and sleep, and every one just able to choose 2 out of 3.
sleeping, i had ignore it for weeks, that's why i have a serious eye bag right now.
few weeks ago i felt ill for whole 2 weeks. i thought i'm one of the h1n1 victim ady,
but lucky i'm not that jinxed.
there is no doubt that every time i felt ill, it reminds me of my loving and respondible mother.
when i was a little boy , every times i felt ill. she would wake up every night just to confirm i eat the medicine and get cover by blanket. The red fuzzy blanket just make me feel so safe and warm.i can still remember what's kind of feeling is that, it's just more than words.i love you mum.time goes by, i wish i still can sleep with mum just like when i'm a little boy.
Shared part of my study life with you guys, i did presented normally but one of my friend, once he stepped on the stage . the 1st sentence stunned whole all the people, morning raymond . Raymond is our lecture i couldn't admit his presentation mark is higher than me. Maybe his face funny enough so lecture give him higher i whispered.
here we are, we like to took pic in the wash room and it call "man".
and one more person who i most hated in my class. He is so lousy and ego guy i ever seen.
he like to ans the question out loud all the time teacher asked and when discuting he don't even want to say anythings. He like to see people assignment just to make sure his was better, or you can see in another way copycat. i still got to faced him for 2years more and here is the nightmare begins.
this is the siao lang(the left 1). his name is zhong jei or ppl call "lan jiao jay". He is fun loving and livewire of a party. he has nothing bad just the mouth like to shot ppl nia. he corrected my english all the times not i don't like but not infront of public. watching people misfortune is a kind of favourite that he taught me.
Part of our school librarians get h1n1 , it's quite serious . wondering should i wear mask to schoold or not. lecture said our schoold might be closed for few days a good news ever since the 1st day i'm here.final exams is around the corner, got to study hard somemore tomorrow is stact club installation night. will post some pic asap i promised.
Learning something new can be a scary experience,one of the hardest things i 've ever had to do was learn how to ignore you in my life.i also thougt didn't in touch with you for a moment will erase your name out of my brain. what's i didn't realize was learning that is even more though than my study and i have no more strength to ignore you anymore.
short post till here, there is still a presentation for me 2ml. take care(all the viewers)
expect the unexpected on my birthday.
kinda busy with collage life. one of my friend said there is 3s in collage.
they are study,social and sleep, and every one just able to choose 2 out of 3.
sleeping, i had ignore it for weeks, that's why i have a serious eye bag right now.
few weeks ago i felt ill for whole 2 weeks. i thought i'm one of the h1n1 victim ady,
but lucky i'm not that jinxed.
there is no doubt that every time i felt ill, it reminds me of my loving and respondible mother.
when i was a little boy , every times i felt ill. she would wake up every night just to confirm i eat the medicine and get cover by blanket. The red fuzzy blanket just make me feel so safe and warm.i can still remember what's kind of feeling is that, it's just more than words.i love you mum.time goes by, i wish i still can sleep with mum just like when i'm a little boy.
Shared part of my study life with you guys, i did presented normally but one of my friend, once he stepped on the stage . the 1st sentence stunned whole all the people, morning raymond . Raymond is our lecture i couldn't admit his presentation mark is higher than me. Maybe his face funny enough so lecture give him higher i whispered.
here we are, we like to took pic in the wash room and it call "man".and one more person who i most hated in my class. He is so lousy and ego guy i ever seen.
he like to ans the question out loud all the time teacher asked and when discuting he don't even want to say anythings. He like to see people assignment just to make sure his was better, or you can see in another way copycat. i still got to faced him for 2years more and here is the nightmare begins.
this is the siao lang(the left 1). his name is zhong jei or ppl call "lan jiao jay". He is fun loving and livewire of a party. he has nothing bad just the mouth like to shot ppl nia. he corrected my english all the times not i don't like but not infront of public. watching people misfortune is a kind of favourite that he taught me.
Part of our school librarians get h1n1 , it's quite serious . wondering should i wear mask to schoold or not. lecture said our schoold might be closed for few days a good news ever since the 1st day i'm here.final exams is around the corner, got to study hard somemore tomorrow is stact club installation night. will post some pic asap i promised.
Learning something new can be a scary experience,one of the hardest things i 've ever had to do was learn how to ignore you in my life.i also thougt didn't in touch with you for a moment will erase your name out of my brain. what's i didn't realize was learning that is even more though than my study and i have no more strength to ignore you anymore.
short post till here, there is still a presentation for me 2ml. take care(all the viewers)
expect the unexpected on my birthday.
Friday, June 12, 2009
my life in inti-uc
Yes people, I know it has been ages since I came on, but I've finally got
somethings to share today. the pic up there show 1 of my inti's best friend that get jpa scolarship...1st i went to Genting for 7 times just in this 2 months.
this 1st of the pic i took while waiting dadguess what car i have seen at there???
it's a
like some of u guys expected..something that proudly to share with u guys
my dad won 1st runner up for his golf tournament
and we get a free maxims suite for 2 nights free
this a kind of bad habit that wont change..vain..i met some nice housemates like zhong jei, raimi and hazim.
just finished my English test on Thursday , there is still a lot of tests onwards.
a good news and a bad news to share with u guys...
regarding the good news is dad bought a new 600cc nissan shadow, it's freaking cool.
it have been driven whole the morning....i"m the "shadow driver. nice name,huh?
bout the bad news is sis speech day will be held on 19 sept ,
sigh!!! i have a lot of classes whole the vacation period.
in fact i have no chance to go if there's a miracle.
slept around 3pm last night but wake up around 6 to acc my grandma to beach learn
tai zi...
it's a nice view....a whole afternoon chatting with W , i realize we are difference right now.
i"m really regret with what i decided at the past...if the time can previous back i wish
i will hold on but it seems too late to spread all of this.
someone told me just let the bygones be bygones.
after that whole day hang out to sunway with ee tyng
and watch beach volley ball competition.
clb loose jor.........sigh
short post till here.
Friday, May 1, 2009
start of something new
well, im going to enroll tomorrow
a new life which i never had,....
headed to genting when thursday night, the firework is so so cool
then met with brother chun for some insane incedent..
now at uncle house ...countdown for my new life.
n with a lovely heart wish to my 2nd sis hay bday...
a new life which i never had,....
headed to genting when thursday night, the firework is so so cool
then met with brother chun for some insane incedent..
now at uncle house ...countdown for my new life.
n with a lovely heart wish to my 2nd sis hay bday...
Thursday, March 19, 2009
Thursday, March 12, 2009
Wednesday, March 4, 2009
About the things.
1st time used other's pc to have my blog...
my past few days passed without eventfully.
spent all the afternnon in the usualy bz shop,worked most of the weekend.
i pack my stuff and got ahead kl...not study but just a kind of snaking....
the rain stayed softly along the ipoh highway until uncle's house.
reached uncle's house around 5pm then have dinner with curry fish..
people greeted me...aunt's relative, i didn't know all their names,
but i wave back and smiled at everyone.
those two cute cute relative busy with their exam..
1 of the them nicholas, asked me bout his hw...chinese i duno how to read it...
he said...so do i......pai seh nia...
4th march
when i opened my eye in the morinng.everythings jz remail same...
something was diffrent jz im in the diffrent room..
early in the morning after have the lunch decided go to fetch jocelyn with uncle
there's still an hour until her class end .
uncle fetch me to benz carriage..he pointed on that car..
wow it's s600...
haven't u seen it before? he asked inredulously.
'sure i have' i paused .'on tv'
he laughed....the i received msg from se to ..
might go to find her later...
after shower uncle fetch me to lrt station chenaged ktm
to reach my destination. she wait me infront of carefour .
she changed ....pretty n mature alot....plus a humoer laughed there...
when she saw me, she jz like usually
smiled widely,flashing a set of perfect,untrawhite teeth.
it's raining so have our tea time there.....
how im with my recent life, she ask
playing and come kl oftenly..
y both of us r same a student but y diffrent life
'that doesn't seem fair she shurgged,but her eye were still intense.
i laughed without humor.hasn't any 1 ever told u?
life isn't fair....she dod and agreed i guess...
walk a long long route to taylor
she's still blur enuf to find out where did she put her books..
after that meet wan xing, their house jz taylor nearby...
izit all girl like to shopping...acc them to fews shop nearby..
they can even spent an hour in the shop for buy nothing..
i rmb clearly that while in the shop that name cats whiskers
totally a pinky world there....the fitting room jz used some
cloth that can look throught it....i earned sum...hiak hiak...
step on the wrong ktm so need 2hour++ jz able to reached uncle's house
>.<
kinda tired now........tata~
my past few days passed without eventfully.
spent all the afternnon in the usualy bz shop,worked most of the weekend.
i pack my stuff and got ahead kl...not study but just a kind of snaking....
the rain stayed softly along the ipoh highway until uncle's house.
reached uncle's house around 5pm then have dinner with curry fish..
people greeted me...aunt's relative, i didn't know all their names,
but i wave back and smiled at everyone.
those two cute cute relative busy with their exam..
1 of the them nicholas, asked me bout his hw...chinese i duno how to read it...
he said...so do i......pai seh nia...
4th march
when i opened my eye in the morinng.everythings jz remail same...
something was diffrent jz im in the diffrent room..
early in the morning after have the lunch decided go to fetch jocelyn with uncle
there's still an hour until her class end .
uncle fetch me to benz carriage..he pointed on that car..
wow it's s600...
haven't u seen it before? he asked inredulously.
'sure i have' i paused .'on tv'
he laughed....the i received msg from se to ..
might go to find her later...
after shower uncle fetch me to lrt station chenaged ktm
to reach my destination. she wait me infront of carefour .
she changed ....pretty n mature alot....plus a humoer laughed there...
when she saw me, she jz like usually
smiled widely,flashing a set of perfect,untrawhite teeth.
it's raining so have our tea time there.....
how im with my recent life, she ask
playing and come kl oftenly..
y both of us r same a student but y diffrent life
'that doesn't seem fair she shurgged,but her eye were still intense.
i laughed without humor.hasn't any 1 ever told u?
life isn't fair....she dod and agreed i guess...
walk a long long route to taylor
she's still blur enuf to find out where did she put her books..
after that meet wan xing, their house jz taylor nearby...
izit all girl like to shopping...acc them to fews shop nearby..
they can even spent an hour in the shop for buy nothing..
i rmb clearly that while in the shop that name cats whiskers
totally a pinky world there....the fitting room jz used some
cloth that can look throught it....i earned sum...hiak hiak...
step on the wrong ktm so need 2hour++ jz able to reached uncle's house
>.<
kinda tired now........tata~
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