Thursday, August 6, 2009

please stay still

the muted light of yet another cloudy day eventually woke me . i lay on my arm across my eyes groggy and dazed once i think of 2ml's exam. the "lan jiao jei' just finished his exam yesterday, but this morning he went to Genting and will be back to us in few couple days. im trying my best to study now but something, a dream let me felt i couldn't pass the exam.

you fell ill? or what?
don't talk about something negative ok?there is beauty in everything, you just need to know where to look.
if that's real, i would say yes.
perhaps i'm not the main character in your life but i do like to be any of tiny character to assist you to see your smile just like how the others waiting for.you are strong that's the only reason why i'vent give up. you will be just like how you are, you can adapt you will survive.

there is 2 type or boy 1st is you go nasty anorther is you in detail, maybe i won't be the one you love today but i willl let you go for now and hoping one day you will be back to me cause i worth to be wait.

Sunday, August 2, 2009

this is collage life

Sorry for not updating my blog for months.
kinda busy with collage life. one of my friend said there is 3s in collage.
they are study,social and sleep, and every one just able to choose 2 out of 3.
sleeping, i had ignore it for weeks, that's why i have a serious eye bag right now.
few weeks ago i felt ill for whole 2 weeks. i thought i'm one of the h1n1 victim ady,
but lucky i'm not that jinxed.
there is no doubt that every time i felt ill, it reminds me of my loving and respondible mother.
when i was a little boy , every times i felt ill. she would wake up every night just to confirm i eat the medicine and get cover by blanket. The red fuzzy blanket just make me feel so safe and warm.i can still remember what's kind of feeling is that, it's just more than words.i love you mum.time goes by, i wish i still can sleep with mum just like when i'm a little boy.

Shared part of my study life with you guys, i did presented normally but one of my friend, once he stepped on the stage . the 1st sentence stunned whole all the people, morning raymond . Raymond is our lecture i couldn't admit his presentation mark is higher than me. Maybe his face funny enough so lecture give him higher i whispered.here we are, we like to took pic in the wash room and it call "man".
and one more person who i most hated in my class. He is so lousy and ego guy i ever seen.
he like to ans the question out loud all the time teacher asked and when discuting he don't even want to say anythings. He like to see people assignment just to make sure his was better, or you can see in another way copycat. i still got to faced him for 2years more and here is the nightmare begins.
this is the siao lang(the left 1). his name is zhong jei or ppl call "lan jiao jay". He is fun loving and livewire of a party. he has nothing bad just the mouth like to shot ppl nia. he corrected my english all the times not i don't like but not infront of public. watching people misfortune is a kind of favourite that he taught me.

Part of our school librarians get h1n1 , it's quite serious . wondering should i wear mask to schoold or not. lecture said our schoold might be closed for few days a good news ever since the 1st day i'm here.final exams is around the corner, got to study hard somemore tomorrow is stact club installation night. will post some pic asap i promised.

Learning something new can be a scary experience,one of the hardest things i 've ever had to do was learn how to ignore you in my life.i also thougt didn't in touch with you for a moment will erase your name out of my brain. what's i didn't realize was learning that is even more though than my study and i have no more strength to ignore you anymore.

short post till here, there is still a presentation for me 2ml. take care(all the viewers)
expect the unexpected on my birthday.