Someone who i really got to say sorry to....chi heng...( you know la , i dont wan to say it here la)
跟你在一起也有一年liao，难免偶尔有一些肺腑之言。I sincerely hope you're happy with this 'dream girl' of yours, enjoy every moment together and cherish the sweet love. It's not easy to find a love like yours you know.I sincerely hope you'll get good grades in UK and enjoy the college life there evnthough u dont know which U u r going to yet.(but not the college chicks i guess. XD)
And I sincerely hope you'd just enjoy your life, knowing the fact that you're one of the most amazing guys in some people's life.
err, the only pic with 2 of us i can find in my pc
Frankly,sometimes i really rather to live in lies than expore my true feelings . Every 1 wearing the'colour spec' look at you when you fall , argh!!!! its so damn not good. No one would like to live under the microscope so pls treat others as you wish to be treated . i realize that how i cound not be accountable for....i left alot and alot of regrateful over the entire year....i dont want this kind of life anymore after all. finally i decided to stay at the 15th intima stact club to finished something that i havent done and for sure i want to prove myself again (especially to someone who never give up on me).People always say things happen for a reason ,some says i look fake or im so damn act (i pretend i didnt heard bout that...XD).COZ I'M NOT!!!
Maybe part of you i didnt get into your life but all of u really become turning point of my life , i learn alot from all of you .thx
Dad keeps remind me how important responsibilty is since i was small,till now i still coundn't really fullfill the blanks of it. i wanna change and i need all of u to changed me....
All the other 22 commitees are in my thanks list so i pissed you off previously hope you (Big People Big Shining) if i really worst like a prisoner forgive the prisoner free and discover that the prisoner was you. And i won't forget sincerely and truthfully say Sorry here and im willing to change to change better....
Headed to time square this afternoon ,had a great shopping with stact family and wallet is seriously bleeding now. Got to boom the installationg night , if not really sorry to my wallet .its gonna be our night our stage!!! Hope the bond wont be break that easily somehow i just hope i can back to the past...
We take everything we have for granted, we'd never realize the significance of things till they're taken away from us. It's human nature, or at least my nature. Life has a way of showing you everything that matters one by one, bit by bit. The moment you think you know it all, that's the moment you're off the right path. Maturity isn't something you gain after teenage years, it's a recollection of all your wrongdoings and experiences over the years, it's your ability to face 'what's next', it's about how you maintain a balance in your wealth, health and relationship with people. In fact, I can safely say that I still have a long way to go, endless list of things to explore in life.
lastly i wish for the coming term
- learn to appreciate stuff
- be a better person- be healthier
- everyone around me to be healthier
-laught as much as you breath and love as long as you live
- attend the installation night with full of joy and insane 1..
let pics to end the talk
off to bed night...
good night all!!
