finally, i just left 9hour plus to go ns...
headed to sakae with dudes....
not going update for a long long time~
wish me luck~
adios~

moodless~

About the things.

1st time used other's pc to have my blog...
my past few days passed without eventfully.
spent all the afternnon in the usualy bz shop,worked most of the weekend.
i pack my stuff and got ahead kl...not study but just a kind of snaking....
the rain stayed softly along the ipoh highway until uncle's house.
reached uncle's house around 5pm then have dinner with curry fish..
people greeted me...aunt's relative, i didn't know all their names,
but i wave back and smiled at everyone.
those two cute cute relative busy with their exam..
1 of the them nicholas, asked me bout his hw...chinese i duno how to read it...
he said...so do i......pai seh nia...


4th march
when i opened my eye in the morinng.everythings jz remail same...
something was diffrent jz im in the diffrent room..
early in the morning after have the lunch decided go to fetch jocelyn with uncle
there's still an hour until her class end .
uncle fetch me to benz carriage..he pointed on that car..
wow it's s600...
haven't u seen it before? he asked inredulously.
'sure i have' i paused .'on tv'
he laughed....the i received msg from se to ..
might go to find her later...
after shower uncle fetch me to lrt station chenaged ktm
to reach my destination. she wait me infront of carefour .
she changed ....pretty n mature alot....plus a humoer laughed there...
when she saw me, she jz like usually
smiled widely,flashing a set of perfect,untrawhite teeth.
it's raining so have our tea time there.....
how im with my recent life, she ask
playing and come kl oftenly..
y both of us r same a student but y diffrent life
'that doesn't seem fair she shurgged,but her eye were still intense.
i laughed without humor.hasn't any 1 ever told u?
life isn't fair....she dod and agreed i guess...
walk a long long route to taylor
she's still blur enuf to find out where did she put her books..
after that meet wan xing, their house jz taylor nearby...
izit all girl like to shopping...acc them to fews shop nearby..
they can even spent an hour in the shop for buy nothing..
i rmb clearly that while in the shop that name cats whiskers
totally a pinky world there....the fitting room jz used some
cloth that can look throught it....i earned sum...hiak hiak...
step on the wrong ktm so need 2hour++ jz able to reached uncle's house
>.<

kinda tired now........tata~

how can i be sure?

The 4th day she's not in msia i realize i dont feel the same.
the day u r not here is not really good for me.
it's a burden u gv me ..i mean dad ur target is much more higher
than what i thought.whatever nothing i can do but let u scold.
i think i've screwed things up enough as it is..
no ,it's worse than it.
btw SPM result will out soon, i'm scared.
this is so not cool.
i worded hard n i lost, i have nothing to be ashamed of
but i didn't.
i afraid my result heart my parent....
but non of that makes what i did right.
i commitment to them, i said don't worry bout me
u noe ur son ain't a stupid ,those moment how self-esteem am i
but now i even more timid than a pussy cat~

1st i got to said thx for rainbow bout those wish
early morning went go clinic to apply a medical report
fake medical report to escape the fate being a botak~
but need to apply at gov clinic ....
then we hang to chi han's house..
jz wasted tome there, a nice house anyway...
after that i saw W blog .
it just freaks me out a little bit,coz obviously,
this whole thing with u means a lot to me.
ur blog kinda blur there's lot of character that u didn't
said clearly, if i say if im one of the character.
thx for gv me this opportunity pic on ur blog
i just dont want to do anythings to pressure u or drive u away.
u noe both of us jz stay away from each other.
before we always argue on phone , less contact u is coz
argument was cut off since 1st january..i've been carrying a scar on my leg since the night of the accident.
i don't know what to say while i get it. i thought u will care more
bout me, if ya it might be a good start, but it seems so out of
blue. we r still the same two people that who sms always.
im the man who was in love with u..and i still am
i mean u r still my in need friend.
BW is jz a small part of the world and mayb it's where u
belong, there so much more out there.
i realized i only know myself as a student n son
i've got to find the rest of me.
W, it was a dark day when u said no to my proposal.
but u noe i can live without that , i dont need u to love me .
but u've got to open up ur heart for somebody.
u've got to let some 1 discover how staggering u r.
but wherever i end up, u can always call or visit.
i just dont want outslutted u.
let's tell the truth,i prefer be silent coz
btw i wanted to thank you for filling in some of the blanks for me.
u deserve to be happy, nobody deserve it more, but so does the boy u love.
before im quite confuse that i love ur of im in love with u?
coz sometimes romance confuse a friendship.
now i get it we r jz friend , n i love u...
i guess i never really let my heart completely go there.
all the best for ur exam~


Some people believe that ravens guide travelers to their destination.
others belive that the sight of a solitary raven..is consider good luck.
while a group of ravens predicts trouble ahead.
and a rraven met before battle promises victory.
SPM ravens , i got u and im gonna shoot u down.
the real world's always gonna be out there, and there's no going back.

lame NS

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love

There are so many people who cannot show emotions and feelings very easily included me. Many times they are misinterpreted as being cold or unfeeling and pay the consequences when, all the while, they just want to be open and expressive like everyone else.

They just can't.

have i ever told u that if i sit really still silent sometimes.
i like to think i could hear ur hear beating.
when i lead along ur hand u touched my heart .
it's too competive to being with u but it's best moment ever~
i would gv everything up' just for a night to be able lay near u
i dream u often , i dream of u reaching out touching my hand
simply to let me know that u r there n eveything IS OKAY.

i carry your heart with me(i carry it in
my heart)i am never without it(anywhere
i go you go,my dear;and whatever is done
by only me is your doing,my darling)

i fear
no fate(for you are my fate,my sweet)i want
no world(for beautiful you are my world,my true)
and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant
and whatever a sun will always sing is you

here is the deepest secret nobody knows
(here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud
and the sky of the sky of a tree called life;which grows
higher than soul can hope or mind can hide)
and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart


u noe u love me too~

Valetine's day

Love is life. All, everything that I understand,
I understand only because I love. Everything is, everything exists,
only because I love.

Yep'here im...keave n im back~
first i wish every 1 who view my blog
HAPPY VALENTINE !
Some people think of Teen Love and smile. It's not real love, they say. Puppy Love, they call it. Those people, I think, have very short memories, and no longer recall the realities of their first love experiences. While few expect teen love to last a lifetime, that hardly makes it less real. Half or more of all adult love doesn't last a lifetime either.
Teen love is very real. And powerful. Perhaps at no other time in our lives are the joys and pains felt as strongly, or experienced more deeply. Who among us, after all, can ever forget our first love?
As i wish i able to share a part of time in the day with
her~ Love is life.
but dad..ruin my plan destroyed my dream~


my plan A~

Sometimes the simplest dates like a picnic in the park, watching a movie on the couch, making dinner at the ship can be the best. With her, even the most ordinary activities can feel special and romantic. On the other hand, getting flown to Tahiti in a private helicopter or something would be pretty cool too, i guess i
think too much~
B
present=Make a Video that bout our time we spent together,Buy roses
for her, if possible sure a dozen ,hide them in different spots of a place somewhere in the mall, i guess she will be suprise.. then candlelit dinner under the stars, preferably to the accompaniment of some music playing off somewhere in the background. vanue sure near a lake or pond to make the ambience even more romantic. ten rent a small boat and row it after dinner to go out to the middle of a lake and watch the stars.

the real situation here, the worst situation~
Well, we had literally just started dating, so we’re getting to know each other, but it’s Valentine’s Day, she made me a bunch of kim garry's sugar, =.=…but, you know, it was just very sweet. Randomly hunting for couple's shirt but empty harvest we get..just few pair of clb couple i'd seen at qb mall And, so, honestly, it was an amazing date.She fooling around just like a cute insane ,she made me happy, which nobody had ever done before. I love you without knowing how, or when, or from where.
I love you straightforwardly, without complexities or pride;
so I love you because I know no other way
than this: where I does not exist nor you,
so close that your hand on my chest is my hand,
so close that your eyes close as I fall asleep.
ans dad's call, he just bla bla bla(scolding)
3min passed he end the call
we back around 6 before that we had some drink at old town
sud i felt strengthless perhaps the call neither that problemsome
oldtown coffee....dad once again u break the chance to let me change
our relation to the better days
a hollow valetine's nitght~


valetine's day acctually do u guys noe it's history???
share with u guys~
Every February, across the country, candy, flowers, and gifts are exchanged between loved ones, all in the name of St. Valentine. But who is this mysterious saint and why do we celebrate this holiday? The history of Valentine's Day — and its patron saint — is shrouded in mystery. But we do know that February has long been a month of romance. St. Valentine's Day, as we know it today, contains vestiges of both Christian and ancient Roman tradition. So, who was Saint Valentine and how did he become associated with this ancient rite? Today, the Catholic Church recognizes at least three different saints named Valentine or Valentinus, all of whom were martyred.

One legend contends that Valentine was a priest who served during the third century in Rome. When Emperor Claudius II decided that single men made better soldiers than those with wives and families, he outlawed marriage for young men — his crop of potential soldiers. Valentine, realizing the injustice of the decree, defied Claudius and continued to perform marriages for young lovers in secret. When Valentine's actions were discovered, Claudius ordered that he be put to death.