Perfections ain't so perfect

dad, i ain't perfect i try my best to being a good
son either a good boy in your heart, i dont know that
what sort guys you'll gv the full marks .
i just wanna said i tried my best even much more than that
responsible ? i aint? i want be it too....who aren't?

11jan
jump to the night.....hang out to pasar malam with ks
hui xin and ah peik~
meet alot of ppl that r frequent.
i thought there will be some nice dinner for me
but i ate 4 bread as my dinner...=.=
coz buy 3 free 1...
then take a peek with lady clothes whether suitable for me
LOL
plan to buy somethings pink for mou jie
but buy nothing then had supper at tom yam.


12jan
dad's shop again...i ain't machine
i wont pay all my attention with job that less income
better said no income....
investigated that there is only fun in night...for me.
went to carefour with grandma,dad,mum n aunt
spent alot of $$ there..i can't belive that i bought
a new shoes again..

then went to tesco for the 2nd round
they cheat~

there is rm5.48 right? but when paid the amount is rm6.48...
scold by dad agian, i proved that they cheat but what my dad said
i dont want to noe how ur procedure going on,what i want is
the result....the result!!!
spechless then nightfare for the night.




13jan
samethings...dad's shop..watching dad's back..i fell that
getting far i mean relation, whatr he expected is much more
higher then current me...i hope that i cant evolution asap.
then went go propery fair, acctuall not a fair
just a expo, imporved my knowlage again~
having dinner with hy at little chef..
she is just so sunshine and with a laught line always~
she said i zhi lian , i admit

but i wanna ask who aren't???
when i watching the mirrorshe thought i was looking
at myeslf,but i was acctually flirting her form across the
opposite mirror ,i caught his eyes and appearance in the reflection.
she laughted and told me i was still lame after finished the meal~
she liked romance song such as song bird , i can finally
replate the song, thx kenny G.
i fetch she back n saw her mum waiting infront house
she got to attend piano class so i got to hurry up.
mission completed~
then have some sport game with uncle them~


until now just end the call chat with her..

that's all
times to bed.....good night n sweet dream~


meanings of kiss
Kiss on the hand - I adore you.

Kiss on the cheek - I just want to be friends.

Kiss on the chin - You are cute!

Kiss on the neck - I want you.

Kiss on the lips - I love you.

Kiss on the ears - Let's have some fun.

Kiss anywhere else - You're the best.

memo
as i stood outside wathing my breath merge with the moon
and the starlight, i realized that she will never need me
as i need her to need me...
love is a many splendored thing, some 1 said
and i belive we look each other buy chance and destiny is the
question..
slowly i wass falling it's truth even knowing .
only too late to find it out,i have no choice but accept
my fate...
i lied...and i always~
i said i didnt love u.
i lied,not bcoz i wanted to but because i love u and i still do~
i wounldn't do thing to hurt u, but i just have to let go
i cant hold on much longer coz for us there's no
FOREVER!!!