Love , what is love ? According to dictionary defination of love is (noun) a profoundly tender, passionate affection for another person.To me falling in love is a magical experience that happens between two people.
When you think of your past love,you may view it as a failure.But when you find a new love,you view as a teacher and take it as a learning process.In the game of love,it doesnt really matter who won or who lost.what is important is you know WHEN TO HOLD ON AND WHEN TO LET GO! You know you really love someone when you want her to be happy,even if thier happiness means that you’re not part of it. Everything happens for the best. Not all people feel love in the same way. One person in a relationship can feel unloved, even when the other person is trying hard to make things work but then never try never know You’ll never love a person you love unless you risk for love.
5th april The morning dawned with a bright sun and cloudless sky, its still 5am plus .Lately i got a cush on a girl , I want to be in a relationship with someone. I want to fall in love again. I don’t think I’m the type of person to be single. I’m the type of person who finds contentment, love and security with someone in my life. If I look to the future I can see myself with that person. I can see Pauline as being that possibility.This morning I received a response from her throught skype. In the conversation I expressed my ideas re relationships about which Itold her before . She was understanding and supportive; as I would expect nothing less. She’s such a sweet caring person. I have shared my feelings with several people the best advice that I got from at least two people is to NOT OVERTHINK IT and to simply BE IN AND EXPERIENCE THE MOMENT! I have THOUGHT about and tried to anticipate what MIGHT happen in the future. So I have to slap my hand and tell myself to STOP IT! I must live moment to moment and experience it as it is and as it may come.
that's all for today.
Tuesday, April 5, 2011
Thursday, March 31, 2011
Hmmm
If you break up with someone, it is only because there is someone else waiting for you.
“It takes a couple seconds to say Hello, but forever to say Goodbye.”
“Relationships are like glass. Sometimes it’s better to leave them broken than try to hurt yourself putting it back together.”
~Unknown
And was it Oscar Wilde who said, "The heart was made to be broken." So true. Some people break hearts, some people’s heart get broken..
Here is one which you can use to try to patch up.
break up
I can’t talk to you anymore, it’s not that I am mad at you, it’s just that when I talk to you I realize how much I love you and when I realize how much I love you, I realize I can’t have you and that makes me love you even more.
And for the girl who would like to give it back as they come:
” For all those men who believe there’s no reason to buy the cow when you can get the milk for free…Currently 80% of women are against marriage, too, as they have wised up to the fact that for 7 ounces of sausage it’s not worth buying the whole pig. ”
Here is one painful quote:
“The pain of having a broken heart is not so much as to kill you, yet not so little as to let you live.”
Isn’t this true: We enter relationships as a somebody and leave them as a nobody.
If I stop thinking of you, will you be gone to me forever?
- But can you stop thinking of her??
“It takes a couple seconds to say Hello, but forever to say Goodbye.”
“Relationships are like glass. Sometimes it’s better to leave them broken than try to hurt yourself putting it back together.”
~Unknown
And was it Oscar Wilde who said, "The heart was made to be broken." So true. Some people break hearts, some people’s heart get broken..
Here is one which you can use to try to patch up.
break up
I can’t talk to you anymore, it’s not that I am mad at you, it’s just that when I talk to you I realize how much I love you and when I realize how much I love you, I realize I can’t have you and that makes me love you even more.
And for the girl who would like to give it back as they come:
” For all those men who believe there’s no reason to buy the cow when you can get the milk for free…Currently 80% of women are against marriage, too, as they have wised up to the fact that for 7 ounces of sausage it’s not worth buying the whole pig. ”
Here is one painful quote:
“The pain of having a broken heart is not so much as to kill you, yet not so little as to let you live.”
Isn’t this true: We enter relationships as a somebody and leave them as a nobody.
If I stop thinking of you, will you be gone to me forever?
- But can you stop thinking of her??
Thursday, August 12, 2010
frenship!!!
Some people don't catch on, they rather just pretend while things are going smooth, they smile and call you 'friend'...its funny that how you never know who cares until it hurts,
and when it's over, does it matter who blew off who first?What upsets me is not that you lied to me, but that from now on I can longer believe you......
and when it's over, does it matter who blew off who first?What upsets me is not that you lied to me, but that from now on I can longer believe you......
Friday, July 9, 2010
A long and silent year
14th intima stact club eventually going to the last stop....and something really worth to share with u guys are i explore myself, (not the kind of in naked ) but i push myself to the limit (in theory i guess). yesterday was sharing for all of us and every one riped off the disguise ,face to face talk bout all sort things. It's really a warm and kind of ardent to shoot out every little single things from the bottom of my heart to every one and i made it and i believe others as well. Congratz!!
Someone who i really got to say sorry to....chi heng...( you know la , i dont wan to say it here la)
跟你在一起也有一年liao，难免偶尔有一些肺腑之言。I sincerely hope you're happy with this 'dream girl' of yours, enjoy every moment together and cherish the sweet love. It's not easy to find a love like yours you know.I sincerely hope you'll get good grades in UK and enjoy the college life there evnthough u dont know which U u r going to yet.(but not the college chicks i guess. XD)
And I sincerely hope you'd just enjoy your life, knowing the fact that you're one of the most amazing guys in some people's life.
err, the only pic with 2 of us i can find in my pc
Frankly,sometimes i really rather to live in lies than expore my true feelings . Every 1 wearing the'colour spec' look at you when you fall , argh!!!! its so damn not good. No one would like to live under the microscope so pls treat others as you wish to be treated . i realize that how i cound not be accountable for....i left alot and alot of regrateful over the entire year....i dont want this kind of life anymore after all. finally i decided to stay at the 15th intima stact club to finished something that i havent done and for sure i want to prove myself again (especially to someone who never give up on me).People always say things happen for a reason ,some says i look fake or im so damn act (i pretend i didnt heard bout that...XD).COZ I'M NOT!!!
Maybe part of you i didnt get into your life but all of u really become turning point of my life , i learn alot from all of you .thx
Dad keeps remind me how important responsibilty is since i was small,till now i still coundn't really fullfill the blanks of it. i wanna change and i need all of u to changed me....
All the other 22 commitees are in my thanks list so i pissed you off previously hope you (Big People Big Shining) if i really worst like a prisoner forgive the prisoner free and discover that the prisoner was you. And i won't forget sincerely and truthfully say Sorry here and im willing to change to change better....
Headed to time square this afternoon ,had a great shopping with stact family and wallet is seriously bleeding now. Got to boom the installationg night , if not really sorry to my wallet .its gonna be our night our stage!!! Hope the bond wont be break that easily somehow i just hope i can back to the past...
We take everything we have for granted, we'd never realize the significance of things till they're taken away from us. It's human nature, or at least my nature. Life has a way of showing you everything that matters one by one, bit by bit. The moment you think you know it all, that's the moment you're off the right path. Maturity isn't something you gain after teenage years, it's a recollection of all your wrongdoings and experiences over the years, it's your ability to face 'what's next', it's about how you maintain a balance in your wealth, health and relationship with people. In fact, I can safely say that I still have a long way to go, endless list of things to explore in life.
lastly i wish for the coming term
- learn to appreciate stuff
- be a better person- be healthier
- everyone around me to be healthier
-laught as much as you breath and love as long as you live
- attend the installation night with full of joy and insane 1..
let pics to end the talk
off to bed night...
good night all!!
Someone who i really got to say sorry to....chi heng...( you know la , i dont wan to say it here la)
跟你在一起也有一年liao，难免偶尔有一些肺腑之言。I sincerely hope you're happy with this 'dream girl' of yours, enjoy every moment together and cherish the sweet love. It's not easy to find a love like yours you know.I sincerely hope you'll get good grades in UK and enjoy the college life there evnthough u dont know which U u r going to yet.(but not the college chicks i guess. XD)
And I sincerely hope you'd just enjoy your life, knowing the fact that you're one of the most amazing guys in some people's life.
err, the only pic with 2 of us i can find in my pc
Frankly,sometimes i really rather to live in lies than expore my true feelings . Every 1 wearing the'colour spec' look at you when you fall , argh!!!! its so damn not good. No one would like to live under the microscope so pls treat others as you wish to be treated . i realize that how i cound not be accountable for....i left alot and alot of regrateful over the entire year....i dont want this kind of life anymore after all. finally i decided to stay at the 15th intima stact club to finished something that i havent done and for sure i want to prove myself again (especially to someone who never give up on me).People always say things happen for a reason ,some says i look fake or im so damn act (i pretend i didnt heard bout that...XD).COZ I'M NOT!!!
Maybe part of you i didnt get into your life but all of u really become turning point of my life , i learn alot from all of you .thx
Dad keeps remind me how important responsibilty is since i was small,till now i still coundn't really fullfill the blanks of it. i wanna change and i need all of u to changed me....
All the other 22 commitees are in my thanks list so i pissed you off previously hope you (Big People Big Shining) if i really worst like a prisoner forgive the prisoner free and discover that the prisoner was you. And i won't forget sincerely and truthfully say Sorry here and im willing to change to change better....
Headed to time square this afternoon ,had a great shopping with stact family and wallet is seriously bleeding now. Got to boom the installationg night , if not really sorry to my wallet .its gonna be our night our stage!!! Hope the bond wont be break that easily somehow i just hope i can back to the past...
We take everything we have for granted, we'd never realize the significance of things till they're taken away from us. It's human nature, or at least my nature. Life has a way of showing you everything that matters one by one, bit by bit. The moment you think you know it all, that's the moment you're off the right path. Maturity isn't something you gain after teenage years, it's a recollection of all your wrongdoings and experiences over the years, it's your ability to face 'what's next', it's about how you maintain a balance in your wealth, health and relationship with people. In fact, I can safely say that I still have a long way to go, endless list of things to explore in life.
lastly i wish for the coming term
- learn to appreciate stuff
- be a better person- be healthier
- everyone around me to be healthier
-laught as much as you breath and love as long as you live
- attend the installation night with full of joy and insane 1..
let pics to end the talk
off to bed night...
good night all!!
Monday, December 14, 2009
christmas
i don't want a lot for Christmas. There is just one thing I need, I don't care about the presents Underneath the Christmas tree I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true... I won't ask for much this Christmas
I won't even wish for snow
(and I) I'm just gonna keep on waiting
Underneath the mistletoe
I won't make a list and send it
To the North Pole for Saint Nick
I won't even stay awake to
Hear those magic reindeer click
'Cause I just want you here tonight
Holding on to me so tight
What more can I do
All I want for Christmas is
You... yea yea
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true... I won't ask for much this Christmas
I won't even wish for snow
(and I) I'm just gonna keep on waiting
Underneath the mistletoe
I won't make a list and send it
To the North Pole for Saint Nick
I won't even stay awake to
Hear those magic reindeer click
'Cause I just want you here tonight
Holding on to me so tight
What more can I do
All I want for Christmas is
You... yea yea
Saturday, September 26, 2009
final destination
since i am a big boy and u r a big girl now . i believe that we can solve our problems by ourselves.
u r the who knock me down and im the one got to make it stop.
this would be the end of story ..
end of us...
hope disappear blog disappear.
u r the one who make me to blog
and u r also the one make me stop.
原来落花有意随流水，流水无心恋落花。。。对不起，是我自作多情。
it's a final big . between us
blog closed!!!
u r the who knock me down and im the one got to make it stop.
this would be the end of story ..
end of us...
hope disappear blog disappear.
u r the one who make me to blog
and u r also the one make me stop.
原来落花有意随流水，流水无心恋落花。。。对不起，是我自作多情。
it's a final big . between us
blog closed!!!
Monday, September 21, 2009
home sweet home
it's amazed that she still remember me.
anyway i'm gonna wish happy belated birthday to d'siang , zying and vincy.
it's a study week but i still back form nilai .
guys guess how long we took from nilai to penang?
holy shit, we departed at 12.30 but arrived at 7.45.
the traffic jam was so so serious ,lots of accidents.
celebrated raya sounds happy but when one of your family members met with an accident
sigh...it's totally a nightmare..btw selamat hari raya i wish to all Malays.
there's will be always more comfort to sleep on own bed .
there's no others in my house except my akak.
a little lonely that's why i talk on phone with angleline until 3++.
she is just so funny and concern bout others.
hang out with yi sian to sunway, just to eat pizza!!!
After that went to zying bday party, with dudes ts. there's no me on all the photo=.=
after that drove honda shadow to tomyam . but there's sum rain drop few seconds after my food arrived...it's gonna rain(da bao and run) cause im the only one went by bike.
At that midnight a little memorable about us or should i say she and I.
nothing much to share about, just back from stranger's wedding dinner with wei kit (just represent my dad to attend). gossip about girls...
seriously that it's better be a batch or remaining the relation with your friends neither evolute further compare with in a relationship(for me).
whatever i found and ideal girl but she is not belongs to me.
Got to hunt for new one but it's not that easy cause there's all pretty girl when you see from the back view but in fact ......
i'm just simple like others i hope my ideal girl just got to a little more intelligent than others enough , everyone should be knowledgeable about the world around. she should be compassionate are bare kindness for everyone around her. she must not be hot-headed and also be milling to forgive mistakes. lastly , she must be able to express her her true feelings to me and not keep secrets between us so i will know that our love is true.
just for your information,i am officially single right now.
anyway i'm gonna wish happy belated birthday to d'siang , zying and vincy.
it's a study week but i still back form nilai .
guys guess how long we took from nilai to penang?
holy shit, we departed at 12.30 but arrived at 7.45.
the traffic jam was so so serious ,lots of accidents.
celebrated raya sounds happy but when one of your family members met with an accident
sigh...it's totally a nightmare..btw selamat hari raya i wish to all Malays.
there's will be always more comfort to sleep on own bed .
there's no others in my house except my akak.
a little lonely that's why i talk on phone with angleline until 3++.
she is just so funny and concern bout others.
hang out with yi sian to sunway, just to eat pizza!!!
After that went to zying bday party, with dudes ts. there's no me on all the photo=.=
after that drove honda shadow to tomyam . but there's sum rain drop few seconds after my food arrived...it's gonna rain(da bao and run) cause im the only one went by bike.
At that midnight a little memorable about us or should i say she and I.
nothing much to share about, just back from stranger's wedding dinner with wei kit (just represent my dad to attend). gossip about girls...
seriously that it's better be a batch or remaining the relation with your friends neither evolute further compare with in a relationship(for me).
whatever i found and ideal girl but she is not belongs to me.
Got to hunt for new one but it's not that easy cause there's all pretty girl when you see from the back view but in fact ......
i'm just simple like others i hope my ideal girl just got to a little more intelligent than others enough , everyone should be knowledgeable about the world around. she should be compassionate are bare kindness for everyone around her. she must not be hot-headed and also be milling to forgive mistakes. lastly , she must be able to express her her true feelings to me and not keep secrets between us so i will know that our love is true.
just for your information,i am officially single right now.
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