brain of the night

Those minutes when i'm alone , just me and my pillow . I think A LOT , i think about everything , anything . It varies from"what am i doing with my life"? " did i have homework? did i have finals? The room is so silent but my mind is so loud . It drives me crazy because the think i would never think about , i think about . Sometimes , i hate it because it bring up things i rather never think about again. The split second before sleep is the most active second of my life .

bill gates' gold

This should be posted at every school and on everyone's refrigerator if they have kids - can also apply to many adults



Love him or hate him he sure hits the nail on the head with this!

Bill Gates gave a speech at a High School about 11 things they did not and will not learn in school.He talks about how feel-good, politically correct teachings created a generation of kids with no concept of reality and how this concept set them up for failure in the real world



Rule 1 Life is not fair - get used to it!


Rule 2 The world doesn't care about your self-esteem.The world will expect you to accomplish something BEFORE you feel good about yourself.<



Rule 3 You will NOT make $60,000 a year right out of high school. You won't be a vice-president with a car phone u ntil you earn both.



Rule 4 : If you think your teacher is tough, wait till you get a boss


Rule 5 Flipping burgers is not beneath your dignity. Your Grandparents had a different word for burger flipping: they called it opportunity.



rule 6 : If you mess up,it's not your parents' fault, so don't whine about your mistakes,learn from them.



Rule 7: Before you were born, your parents weren't as boring as they arenow. They got that way from paying your bills, cleaning your clothes and listening to you talk about how cool you thought you were. So before you save the rain forest from the parasites of your parent's generation, try delousing the closet in your own room.



Rule 8 : Your school may have done away with winners and losers, but life HAS NOT. In some schools, they have abolished failing grades and they'll give you as MANY TIMES as you want to get the right answer. This doesn't bear the slightest resemblance to ANYTHING in real life.


Rule 9 : Life is not divided into semesters. You don't get summers off and very few employers are interested in helping you FIND YOURSELF. Do that on your own time..


Rule 10: Television is NOT real life. In real life people actually have to leave the coffee shop and go to jobs.



Rule 11 : Be nice to nerds. Chances are you'll end up working for one.


if you don't agree stick your head in the sand and take a deep breath!



If you can read this - thank your teachers, not necessarily those at school!

experience

Im always thankful for people who stay even if I show them the real me, coz I cant be someone others pressume or expect me to be.. it's nice to know you remain while I can just be me.. Saying I love you doesn't only mean loving someone coz you like someone, but for friends, it's the way to show concern and how much you care, so let me send this message saying I'm here for you coz i love you. It's unfair to think so much of you when you're not missing me at all. To cry when you never shed a tear. To love you when you say words that hurt my heart... and to live when you breathe for someone else. I loved someone before, I took the risk in loving her even if I dont know what will happen... One day U decided to give up and i strongly believe God wont leave us empty. If something's been taken away, god replaces it with something better. He asks us to put something down so we can pick up something greater and waiting someday, someone will come into your life and love your life ......yoyo

Heaven's call

For all things, that come and ago.,

There are some things, that are hard to let go,

It hurts me bad, in my heart to owe,

For the person, that is about to go,

For you were, the one to see,

Among everyone, alone I see,

Admiring you, was a sight to see,

For it took me down, to the deep blue sea.

Meeting you, afraid I was,

For admiring, was the one to cause,

What a way, to spot a pause,

The chemistry, that affixed the clause.

Love prevailed, to the highest peak,

As matrimony, came in to speak,

On behalf of God, being witness to seek,

But it all went off, in a shriek.

The bell rung, in an awful tone,

For the church gazed, upon the throne,

You fell against, a single stone,

For fate came in, a life it stole.

As now I lay, my hands on you,

Asking if, you love me too,
You look at me, and say "Hey you",

"I'll see you soon, in heaven too".

*TADA*

Be honest i'm so free now , done all my test and left a final presentation , study week is still 2 weeks away from now . I'm just too free to do nothing but blogging....=)

When someone asks me what is the easiest thing to do on earth… I will say it is falling in love. It doesn’t require any time or effort. It just happens… When you are not looking for it!
This post is about random people falling in love at random times. Whenever I mention *TADA*, I want you to picture the person falling in love. There is an assumption that young people are too early to fall in love. This claim is made by a father of a son in Love Actually, the movie, when the son tells his father that he has fallen in love with a girl, and his father giggle. Yet, there are some couples who get married right after they graduate from high school.*TADA*

This is a story of how I was in love.It started from a facebook chat perhaps , while killing by bored i have found her to chat with me to killed times .After that we seem getting closer and endless topic to share.I felt something that can only be explained by chemistry. *TADA*.We met some problem before being together lots of factors, including long distance, get mad sometimes, our relationship will reached a fullstop i thought but it's just not that worst=)
When I was spending time with her, I had nothing to worry about. No fear for future or anything. All I could think about was how I want to be with her as long as I can. I still remember every minute I have spent with her eventhought just infront of the flat screen and all the words we have exchanged.*TADA*

After several conversation, and webcam almost everyday for 2 weeks, we became an official couple on 5th april.*TADA* When she nodded and said yes it is happiness. It brings joy to my life like nothing else. Open your heart, fall in love and make the most of this life. :-) .Ask yourself ,life isn't about finding yourself,life is about creating yourself and i want you to be part of myself !

pics of the day

the moment

Love , what is love ? According to dictionary defination of love is (noun) a profoundly tender, passionate affection for another person.To me falling in love is a magical experience that happens between two people.

When you think of your past love,you may view it as a failure.But when you find a new love,you view as a teacher and take it as a learning process.In the game of love,it doesnt really matter who won or who lost.what is important is you know WHEN TO HOLD ON AND WHEN TO LET GO! You know you really love someone when you want her to be happy,even if thier happiness means that you’re not part of it. Everything happens for the best. Not all people feel love in the same way. One person in a relationship can feel unloved, even when the other person is trying hard to make things work but then never try never know You’ll never love a person you love unless you risk for love.

5th april The morning dawned with a bright sun and cloudless sky, its still 5am plus .Lately i got a cush on a girl , I want to be in a relationship with someone. I want to fall in love again. I don’t think I’m the type of person to be single. I’m the type of person who finds contentment, love and security with someone in my life. If I look to the future I can see myself with that person. I can see Pauline as being that possibility.This morning I received a response from her throught skype. In the conversation I expressed my ideas re relationships about which Itold her before . She was understanding and supportive; as I would expect nothing less. She’s such a sweet caring person. I have shared my feelings with several people the best advice that I got from at least two people is to NOT OVERTHINK IT and to simply BE IN AND EXPERIENCE THE MOMENT! I have THOUGHT about and tried to anticipate what MIGHT happen in the future. So I have to slap my hand and tell myself to STOP IT! I must live moment to moment and experience it as it is and as it may come.
that's all for today.